what have i done......

My heart is black and cold. I hurt everyone who loves me. I should never be loved, all I do is hurt them.
All I ever wanted was to feel like I was loved by everyone. I never meant to hurt them. I never meant to hurt anyone. I try to love them, I try my best to make them happy, all I want is them to love me and me to love them.

Don't we all want to feel like someone loves us? Like we have more to live for? Someone to look after and care for?

I dare not let someone love me ever again. I do not want to harm them, I do not want to leave them alone. All my life I have had many people love me and when I try to love them back I end up hurting them, betraying them, braking their hearts, or killing them......



I should never be in love or be loved by anyone................



I am a black hearted soulless person who hurts the ones who love me........